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Music for Autistic People

by Amelia Ray

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Full-blown Ascension Cocky and loaded Never seemed a good combination Stubborn and nefarious Don't lead to happy times It doesn't take a genius To rule this wasted nation Just a pocketbook of platinum And a vast supply of simple minds With all the lies you've ever read Disguised as insight from the dead is there nothing you can't do? Who's gonna hold you down When finally you leave this ground? It's a full-blown ascension, It's another dimension You've been preaching to the masses That there's gonna be some revolution What the right hand doesn't show The left can never understand So how strongly we fight against our New-found destitution And you sit an wonder why Nothing seems to go as planned Standing here in limbo With my arms stretched out akimbo "This should seem like something new?" Who's gonna be around When judgment comes to your town? It's a full-blown ascension, It's the right of cognition You paved the faithful's wretched path They traded in the golden calf Now they all bow down to you Who's gonna wear your crown When finally you leave this town? This is full-blown dissension It's another dimension Who's gonna be around When judgment comes to your town? It's a full-blown ascension, It's the right of cognition Who's gonna hold your hand When shit starts to hit the fan? It's a full-blown ascension, There's no misapprehension It's your final perdition ©2005 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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Jacob and the Women He came from a long line Of farmers' sons, living on livestock, bread, and wine As much as he tried to be an honest man You know the city takes what we give And even what we can't They all thought he was a harmless country child Taken by his charm and his sweet, seductive smile But they don't know they all share a place in his plans For the country boy has become A city man And they all fall down, yes, they they all fall down They all fall down at his feet But even the world's best jugglers sometimes drop the ball And in the blink of an eye Down, down they fall When you place all your hope in the labyrinth of your lies You better hope you can remember the where, the what, The who, the when, and why 'Cause they'll all fall down (all fall down) Yes, they they all fall down (all fall down) All fall down at your feet ©2005 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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Scottsdale Divorce Don't leave the light on for me I'm sleeping in the other room tonight It might be too dark to see But I really don't feel it's worth a fight You were right When I called you back Said I needed reassurance It had little to do with you So go on, and leave me Go on, and leave me 'Cause, baby, I've been untrue We tried the give and take But the past kept getting caught up in the change We skirt, we bend, we break And, yet, happiness seems ever out of range It's so strange When I said that I couldn't stand it any longer It had everything to do with you So go on, and leave me Go on, and leave me 'Cause, baby, we are through I don't believe you've heard a single word I've tried to put across So I'll say it loud and clear Go on, and leave me Go on, and leave me get yourself free Far away from me Why can't you see that we weren't meant to be? If I told you I lied, baby, would you run away and hide? See, you don't need me Get yourself free Take the TV Why can't you see That I'm not the one for you? ©2005 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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About a Photo How old could he have been When last you saw him, when last he grinned The way he did the day before... ...You smiled, and lost a tear Being very careful not to let it smear And I was standing just about here Witnessing sincere But you rose to leave in such a rush It fell beneath the browning bush There's no way you could have seen What you left behind Is mine for the taking Don't mind, it's not worth time wasting It's my memory now When I saw you leave the grounds And do that skittish look around I thought I'd lost you, along with the truth But I noticed something fall aside The joy that you had tried to hide would nail you With me as sleuth So I shuffled past the monkey bars And there, beside your wet cigar, I found the naked proof What you left behind Is mine for the taking Don't mind, it's not worth time wasting It's my memory now You stood and smiled goodbye To the boy you used to be, the boy who cried Alone in his room at night, far away from Mommy's eyes Now, strong, and all of 15 You spend your days wasting gasoline Favoring girls from dirty magazines To those you've seen You threw your picture towards the trash Your aim was good, but the wind was fast And you sailed right to me What you left behind Is mine for the taking Don't mind, it's not worth time wasting You're my memory now ©2005 A. Ray, C. Villon. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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Nova 02:22
Nova Driving in my Nova, got the window rolled down Puke-green on the outside, the interior is brown Driving in my Nova, I can only go so slow Driving in my Nova all the way 'cross Mexico Pulled into a cantina just to get myself a beer El camarero asks me how'd I get that green thing here Talking 'bout my Nova, he wanted to know Why the hell'd I drive a Nova all the way to Mexico Well, he told me 'bout the trouble turning English into cash And how my pretty car was just a token from the past Most things will go unnoticed in the auto trade, pero No se venden las Nova en Jalisco Well, he told me 'bout the trouble turning pesos into gas And how the Burgos Basin would be taking care of that Most things will go unnoticed in the countryside, you know But they don't sell Novas in Jalisco Driving in my Nova when I hear a funny sound Pull over to el lado, and my Nova broke down Cursing out my Nova 'cause it just won't go I'm cursing out my Nova 'cause I'm stuck in Mexico ©2005 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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Leaving for Tennessee It's late and the liquor flows like blood I'm not the only one who's shaking from the cold Inside the trees talk softly with the wind But we are separate beings, not at all like them I can't stay awake and watch you fall again "I'm tired of cleaning up your mess," she says I cannot believe you are not amused By me there's a telephone, a bible, a syringe Which one will I choose, which one will win? I can't go to sleep, 'fraid I just might fall Everybody has so much to say when their mouths Are full of alcohol, most of it's true If I could find one reason why I wouldn't want to stay with you I can't go to sleep, 'fraid I just might fall ©1995 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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Silence Is Ashlee Silence is golden unless there's a lie in the air Then someone should speak up to cover the sound of the truth If nobody listens we all can pretend it's not there But six billion pairs of ears can be a hard thing to refute If you take my hand, I'll try hard to understand Oh, Ashlee, what are you saying? Those who believe you aren't the only ones paying What if you need me, will you know how to call? What if you opened your mouth to speak, and no one could hear you at all? Tina is talking, but no one is pulling her string Zoltar won't speak though we've dropped fifty cents in the hole No one gets too upset confronted by these little things We've learned how not to expect too much from objects that don't have a soul If you'd share your pain, I'd try hard to help explain Oh, Ashlee, what are you saying? The kiddies can't follow the notes you're playing What if you need me, will you know how to call? What if you opened your mouth to speak, and no one could hear you - Wind her up, put her down, watch her go, she'll do the rest Why don't you wind her up, put her down, where she'll go is anybody's guess But men have died for less Oh, Ashlee, what are you saying? The gig should be over, but mother's still praying What if you need me, will you know how to call? What if you opened your mouth to speak, and no one could hear you at all? ©2005 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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House Arrest Samba I sit alone in a house full of shadows I sit alone in a house full of lies I sit alone in a house full of shadows I sit alone in a house full of flies I sit alone in a house full of shadows I sit alone in a house full of lies I sit alone in a house full of shadows I sit alone in a house of goodbyes I sit alone in a house full of shadows I sit alone in a house full of lies I sit alone in a house full of shadows I sit alone in a house full of flies I sit alone in a house full of shadows I sit alone in a house full of lies I sit alone in a house full of shadows Ever since you said goodbye ©2005 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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Unrequited 19:46 Now I lay me down to sleep Wishing I were there at your feet I would tell you how I feel today And wash your cares away This I could do for you Can I bathe you in my dreams? Can I dress you like a queen? If you'd say, "Yes," I'd be more than pleased To be there kneeling at your knees This I would do for you Kate Bush might have a better rhyme Could it be I am wasting your time Just like all the others standing in line? Will it take eternity for you to see What you mean to me? Should I cry? Should I die? I'll leave you with a melody To show you all the things you mean to me In case you are still unaware As I lie here playing with your hair This I will do ©2005 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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Ready To Go 03:42
Ready To Go Your lack of vision runs counter to my philosophy Your indecision is messing around with my high Why are you taking my heart for granted? Why are my feet still so firmly planted? When I know that this is soon to be the end? So I think I'm just about ready to go This sordid picture is losing all of its clarity The clock is ticking, but nothing's changing with time Why am I feeling like such a has-been? Why are you talking like Michael Madsen? I know that this is gonna be the end So I think I'm just about ready to go You could be miserable all by yourself Like you want to be I could be happier sitting alone Stressing just plain old me, me, me, me! Both so independent we still complain About truancy We speak of treatise, but we ain't talking at all Why do life's trouble's get so demanding? Why are you shaking like Custer standing? I know that this is finally the end So I think I'm just about ready to go This sordid picture is losing all of its clarity Your lack of vision is messing around with my high Tired of fighting 'bout brute semantics Think we work better as first dynamic Oh, I think I'm ready to go I might be ready to go I think Im ready to go I might be ready to go I think Im ready to go I might be ready to go I think Im ready to go I think I'm ready to ©2005 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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Martha's Complaints All day long they're pleading "Could this be more fun? Someone is misleading We think you're the one We don't have the patience for Phrasings quite this long All these explanations Tangentially drawn" All day long she listens The words are all the same But who'll take the time, then To listen to Martha's complaints? He comes in a-crying "Glad this day is done Someone must console me I think you're the one Everybody's trying to Bring your old man down Come on, baby, hold me And turn up my frown" All evening long she listens He's a sinner, he's a saint But who'll take the time, then To listen to Martha's complaints? She stares at the ceiling "God, my head is reeling Someone should succumb I guess I'm the one" Stands before the mirror Things don't get much clearer Sits down in a chair And studies what she finds there All night long she listens To the voices soft and faint "There's a hole in the chair, and I can't stand my hair And the roof's caving in, and the dog's getting thin And I'd like to retire, or maybe get fired But then, if he falls ill, how will we pay the bills? And the children are grown, but they keep coming home And we try to save more, but it's money out the door I should think about sleeping as morning is creeping But if I don't give now Who will listen to Martha's complaints?" ©2005 A. Ray. Annabel Is Her Mother Today (ASCAP).
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credits

released August 1, 2005

Amelia Ray: vocals, acoustic and electric six- and twelve-string guitars, keyboards, bass, claps
Dana Kelly: drums (1-5,7,9-12), bongos (9), shakers (4), clave (11)
Jon Herington: electric guitar and solos (3,9,11)
Allen "qo" Robel: electric guitar solo (1), backing vocals (1,8)
Hermann Lara: tenor and soprano saxphones (7,10)
Elizabeth Odarley Morton: backing vocals (1)
Christian Palomès: backing vocals (1)
Jake Wood: drums (8)

Recorded and mixed at Quantum Onion Studios, San Jose, CA.

Songs written, composed and arranged by Amelia Ray (Annabel Is Her Mother Today/ASCAP), except "About a Photo", written by Amelia Ray and Cristina Villon (Annabel Is Her Mother Today/ASCAP)

©2005 Amelia Ray. All rights reserved.

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Amelia Ray Helsinki, Finland

Amelia Ray is The Interpreter. Ray’s 31-year career has spanned the fields of music, performance art, film and humanitarianism. As a polyglot, Ray has spent decades contemplating how similar concepts are expressed differently linguistically across cultures. This research has permeated her artistic work, which includes numerous cross-genre compositions, performance pieces and a one-act musical. ... more

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